Dear me…

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Dear me…

Dear me,
We have been having issues since long. You often complain that I don’t give you time and trust me I am really guilty about it. Remember how we had long discussions after everyone else went to sleep and those long showers?

I am sorry for this and for everything else. I am sorry that I was so scared to admit the truth about you, I am sorry I was ashamed of you. I am sorry I judged you for your colour, your shape, your size. I am sorry I thought you were not as good as other people. I am sorry I thought you were a loser. I am sorry that I never allowed you to cry properly. I am sorry. I realise my mistake now. I realise that you are beautiful the way you are. I know you tried your best to win. I understand, it’s not easy to stay strong all the time. I am sorry I never made you my priority.

But now, now I am proud of you. I know you are flawed, I know there are many people who are better than you but they are not you. For me, no one can be as good as you. So, I make a promise to you today – I will not let growing up and getting busy get in between our relationship, I am never going to forget you. You don’t have to smile when you don’t feel like smiling. You can cry, shout and express your emotions without feeling guilty about it. I will never hide you behind curtains because I am afraid of what everyone will think. I will never compare you with anyone else. I love you and always will.

 

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